the bubble has been burst

after weeks of waiting in vain...like the mymp version...i don't wanna wait in vain for your love...summer is here, i'm still waiting there...winter is here, i'm still waiting there...oh woh boy...oh woh boy...i don't wanna wait in vain...for your love...

the bubble has been burst...a friend of mine had a heart to explain what's really goin on, it was as if she poked the bubble engulfing me with a needle...yes, i've come to my senses..he's not just into it...he's not the guy whom i hope would share my great and sad moments...he's not the other half...he's not the "gonna be boyfriend" kind of guy...he's just not it...

maybe i was fooling myself, believing something real good will happen out of it...but nothing did, he just kept me waiting (in vain)...2 weeks and counting...i am such a fool...

he was so good to be true...my goodness, it hurts...sniff sniff...the only good thing was that i realized everything before i really fall for him...if he's reading this...then gudlak (may tono na sarcastic effect)...nakakapanghinayang naman...

last week i let myself go wasted...i got drunk, as in really drunk to the point of no return...i flirted with a guy who's so cute...my goodness, what have i done?...i felt rebellious...after waiting for a long time...i have to do something...i have to release the frustrations...i got drunk...and i flirted...

now...i am sober enough to write all this stuff...to him...i don't wanna wait in vain for your love...

there are lots of fishes in the ocean...i just don't have the fishing rod with me, hehehe...