ang may boypren!...

grabe after all these years...eto na siya...

it's been three years since i had a boyfriend...if you can call him boyfriend, that scumbag! anyweiz my previous relationship wasn't something i was proud of...all it brought me was miseries and pain...

in the complicated world of love, courtship and whatever...i never believed in courtship, why? because the guy would be putting his best foot forward...he'll show that side of him that's so good but in the end he'll end up differently, he could be a monster if i may exaggerate.

yes, i never believed in coutship...once i like the guy then i go for him, if he doesn't like me back then fine...but if he does like me then it's a different story...that's how me and francis became a couple...

he was a brod of my beloved neighbor in antipolo, we were texting for quite a while...a month perhaps...it was my neighbor's bday...that's when we met and officially became a couple...so fast, huh!?! i was overwhelmed and i can't deny to myself that i was attracted to him the moment i saw him...when he told me with conviction na "tayo na!" i couldn't find the right words to say...i just told him...ok, i like you naman eh...wala talaga akong sense minsan....

at first there were doubts...maybe until now...but the only great thing about him was that he immediately announced to his brods that i am his gf, when someone is texting him and we are together he let me read his message, and he often text the other person that he's with me...he had changed his profile in friendster the next day that we became a couple...in a relationship...he travels from dasma, cavite to our place in taguig just to be with me...and he's sweet...

do i love him... the answer is somewhat vague and difficult to comprehend...i'm happy when i'm with him, i miss him badly when he's not around, he make me laugh and he's willing to meet all of my friends...do i love him?...someday i'll have a more definite answer...