random thoughts

well it's been months nang ako ay mag-blog...

me and francis decided to work things out...pansamantalang naging single ang status ko sa friendster but later nabalik sa in a relationship...mahirap pala pag sobrang nasanay ka na na anjan siya tapos bigla mong tatapusin ang lahat dahil sa mga ilang bagay na sadya namang di mo mapigilan...he tried his very best to win me back...at first we decided to have an open relationship

open relationship: isang kalokohan na estado ng dalawang tao na galing sa isang relasyon..isang kumbenyenteng estado kung saan walang sisihang mangyayari kapag nagloko ang isa dahil maaaring kumawala anumang oras na gustuhin...(nakuha ko ang ideyang to sa blog ni tins na nakuha niya sa blog ng isang tao) wehehe

...until everything fall back into pieces and kami na naman ulit and until now we are working things out...ganun pala talaga ang isang relationship it is a continous cycle of working things out..pag isa ang napagod at mag-give up..wala na....

lately i've been chatting and bonding with some officemates and fr one of those bonding moments i've learned something...something that would qualify as one of my life's greatest lesson...that girl officemate of mine had been involved with someone fr the same office who is alreay married and the irony of it all is that she's married herself...from what i've heard fr her she has an unhappy marriage..marriage brought by other circumstances other than love itself...

come to think of it...parang dun ko naisip ang kahalagahan ng pag-aalaga sa isang relasyon...i realized that the only way a relationship would work is if both parties are willing to continously work things out...if one party goes astray the other one need to make the other one feel that he/she is still there ready to make things ok...

i realized..attraction is just attraction..love is different...it is something deeper and more meaningful..it may not be as exciting..sometimes it becomes to boring to the point where it just die a natural death...but if both are aware that everything can be worked out then everything will be just fine...

i think that's what happened between francis and me...i forgot that love is deeper than attraction...mas pinahalagahan ko ang exciting feeling na dala ng atraksiyon kesa sa mas matagal at mas may kabuluhang kasiyahan na maidudulot sakin ng pagmamahal ni francis

but right now everything is ok....