episodes of my so called miserable life

it's been a very very long time....

lovelife updates..

--well...last aug akala ko uuwi na si francis...para lang madisappoint ng sobra sobra..as in..i have never been disappointed in my entire life,well that is an exaggeration but that's how i felt...at ngayon kelangan kong maghintay kung kelan siya babalik...such a miserable life i live..

office updates...

--office feud....well may nakabangga ako sa office..i never thought na masasangkot ako sa ganun..well i filed a complaint against an officemate who confronted me about an account...marami ang nagtaas ng kilay kasi pwede naman daw pag-usapan at di na kelangang idaan pa sa ganun..eh di ako sanay ng kinokompronta ng basta basta kaya ayun...eh kaso may politika at may politika...nakakadisappoint...may haharang at haharang sa mga bagay bagay...i used to believe in a fair and just world..but well sa labas ng mundong kinasanayan mo di talaga ganun ang nangyayari..and the irony of it all ka-teammate ko siya ngayon..ang kapalaran nga naman...

--another office episode...dahil laking up ako dala ko ang kayabangan at angas ng isang taga up..well nilipat ako ng tc ko sa ibang division sa office which meant that i did not met the standards na kelangan para manatili sa division na kinabibilangan ko...which i refused to accept..and worst thing was everything happened in a flick of a finger..wala man lang warning...badtrip!..as i have mentioned mayabang ako..i complained and because i know what my capabilities are i told my tc..why should i be the one that should be transferred when he very well knows that i am better than his other agents...w/c caused a rift between the two of us...a rift that until now hasn't been mend..and oh well i am unable to further complain..i guess there are certain cases when you should accept what is being given because you don't have a choice..wala nga ba akong choice?

how did i cope?...beer is a good company in such a miserable situation..

---and now...well it's me the same old me...it's tiring to do things because you have to do it and not because you wanna do it...wala nga ba akong choice? (for the second time)...well we are not left without a choice..but in my case i am bounded by responsibilities which were not mine in the first place..if i have been such a bad person i would abandon such responsibilities and live my life the way i want it..but well that's not the way things are..i guess i just have to continue living the way i am living right now..miserable miserable life

---DON'T I REALLY HAVE A CHOICE???---